I'm not handling this season-change well. There are no new problems, but things seem harder now. I hope it will pass soon. Here are the things on my mind (brace yourself for soul unloading):
1) the move (already gone over this previously)
2) the packing
3) no date still for Loren's wedding, plus I dont' know what to wear
4) (and this is the worst of all) a sense of lonliness

I want to discuss #4. I am not one of these must-find-a-guy chicks. Usually I am in love with life and enjoy my personal free time immensely. But these days creep in occasionally. It's a mixture of panic over missing out on finding my life partner and a more present sense of wanting boyfriend. I have a sudden NEED for very personal, almost clingy, human contact. What is it about this weather? It's gray and sharp, unfriendly. People are in their own bubbles. I lose the sense of belonging with the greater human spirit. I guess this leads to the need to reaffirm the human bond.
If the weather holds out like this, maybe I'll never recover. I should get one of those light boxes where you can dose yourself with artificial sunlight. Yes.
NO! I have to do some self-therapy. Okay, good stuff:

1) London will be awesome - curry and SuperDrug everyday.
2) It will be warm and sunny in San Diego
3) There will be a bunch of friends, some I haven't seen for a while, at the wedding!
4) Taking Friday off, plus Monday is a holiday, so 4 day weekend!
5) Burning Man in 11 months!

Huggles to all of you. Thank you for listening.